"The One" is a sweet heart. He takes good care of me, and he takes good care of the house, and he takes care of a lot of things (he also neglects a lot of things, like paperwork) but on the whole he is a fabulous husband.

"The Other" came over last night. I know I said there would be no more. But I at least had a valid excuse and we didn't do anything other than watch movies. There was no snuggling, no unnecessary touching, nope, none of all that. We were very well behaved (I wasn't feeling well so this was particularily easy for me) although I noted in his voice that it wasn't so easy for him, and I half enjoyed the torture it caused him. . . No that's not true the torture it caused him is what hurt me about it, what I enjoyed was knowing that he wanted me. Is it wrong for me to still want him? And if it is how do I go about changing the fact that I want him? And if it's not wrong, how do I change things so I can have him?

Have I mentioned lately those hot lesbian chicks? Where do you suppose I find them?