I think I know where this is going to end up one day. I'm just waiting for that one day to come along. I know things aren't right for it yet. Maybe they never will be. But I suspect someday they will be. I love "The One" he's the greatest guy imaginable. He's a loving husband, an adoring father, a decent provider and alarmingly sweet. The trouble is my heart seems to belong elsewhere, no matter how hard I try for it not too. I couldn't possibly leave "The One" for "The Other" right now. Right now "The Other" has nothing to offer except his love, which in a romantic tale is sweet and all but in real life it's a bunch of bullshit that leads to unhappiness. Someday he'll get his shit together and then he'll be ready, and I'll be here waiting.