Fuck you! You bastard, why the hell did you have to say anything? I just wrote a post in the form of a letter to you and as long as I didn't know for sure you were reading this it was fine. but then you had to speak, had to say something. and now it's just a fucking draft, locked away because I'm scared to tell. FUCK YOU! You know what fuck it. this is my site for my feeling and I don't ever want to hear another fucking word from you that might in anyway imply you know anything of the way I feel or write. This site isn't for you. And even the letter that I'm going to post, because this is MY fucking site, isn't for you. Even if it is adressed to you.