sexpectations

Apparently it's all about my viewpoint. I'm not disappointed that "The One" went out to play games all night, because I hadn't made plans to spend the night with him. And the only reason I didn't make plans was because "The Other" hasn't met expectations so I was giving him the opportunity first (I did mention I'm a glutton for punishment right?) This is apparently all the wrong way to go about it.

"The Other" and I are in a place where we could very comfortably and easily slide into a nonsexual relationship that revolves almost but not entirely around work. I think this is what I am going to aim for as everyone involved will be happier if they aren't expecting the improbable. This decision is once again on the heels of a rejection. Although I did give him the opportunity to say no gracefully he answered with a maybe so I stayed up long enough to know that one in a billion chance he'd show up wasn't going to happen. (I wasn't' surprised) I spent the majority of this time shooting kitties out of a cannon in a sweet little game designed to help alleviate frustration. I must say it cheered me up immensely.

DOC. . . Stands for dick on call. I may have to find me one of these for the nights when "The One" will be unavailable. Doesn't necessarily have to be dick.