Everything is right with the world

The whole entire world seemed out of place with "The One" and I not communicating well, and "The Other" and I wanting each other and not doing anything about it.

Last night after "The Other" and I stayed late at work last night to "game". It felt soo good to be in his arms. We lay next to each other on the floor talking and snuggling. We talked and talked and talked and all of the mental stimulation did a trick it generally does for me and made me horny. You can only play with my largest sex organ for so long before I want to tear all your clothes off and do wild randy things. Needless to say this led to being held down and fucked until I had that one of a kind orgasm that "The Other" creates. Yeah, I soooooooooo missed that.

This afternoon when "The One" came home from work, I told him about it. He took it suprizingly well. We also talked about little things that have been missing from our relationship recently. I particularly miss the secret admirer who wrote the most incredibly love notes with a bad accent. "The One" would claim no knowledge of this foreign stranger who wrote in my adorable husband's chicken scratch handwriting. Or the little love notes left on the table, the pillow, the computer. Just simple notes to say thank you, or I love you. It would seem that time is harder to come by now that he doesn't have a nine to five and I'm not a stay home mom anymore. (hmmm who would've thought) We're going to try and set aside time for each other, making it a priority instead of that it happens all the time so we don't need to try thing we've always had. I mentioned that "The Other" and I are very likely going to be in relationship mode again. I'm not allowed to change my mind anymore on the wanting/having "The Other" anymore. At least not without discussing it with "The One". The change of expectations is too hard on him.

I may start putting my feelers out for a hot polyamorous bisexual gaming girl again. I'm not sure, but I get the impression these aren't overly common, especially in my conservative little neck of the woods. But the world seems so right at the moment that anything is possible.