nothing to say.

It seems I only post on a regular basis is there is something I"m struggling with, some problem reconcilling what I want with how life is, or just plain unhappy with a situation. And now that I have resolved the issue for which I started this blog I seem to have nothing more I yern to get out without anyone to talk to.

I started this blog because I was unsure of who I was sexualy. I felt that the sexual idenity that I had created for myself no longer fit who I felt I was sexualy and reconciling the two was difficult for me being that I had no words to define who I felt I was sexualy.

Being able to write about it helped me find those words, helped me know which areas to research, helped me relabel myself in an easier to sell package. Sometimes all I needed was to define what I wanted to be able to have it.

I have what I want now. I rarely find myself daydreaming of things I wish I had, things I wish I could do, things I wish I could be. I have, do, and am the things I want. I am content.
I guess I'm thankful that the net gave me a place to voice this in a public way that's private from those who don't want to see.

Don't be suprised if I don't write about my conflicting emotions anymore. It's not because I need to hide my thougts, it's not because I'm afraid of who will read it. It's not because there is nothing to say. It's because the emotions aren't conflicting.