creating conflict

eh. . . I'll post this again later

sometime later. . . .

in the interests of having something to say I'm creating conflict. Well ok that's not my real reasons but I'm going to use that excuse as lame as it is.

I've decided to end things with "The Other". I haven't told him yet. And I'm kinda hoping he doesn't read this before comming to work today. I have thought about this tho and I think it's an important thing to do.

I haven't mentioned this to "The One" yet either. Can't say as I know how he'll react. He's an odd man to predict. Usually the understanding and supportive role isn't one he does, so I imagine it'll be something along the lines of questioning my choices and reasons and hurumphing his discontent before getting down to some snuggling and long awaited sexual favors. (he's been very busy and I've been having some bleeding issues, but that's really no excuse for neglecting sex, I mean even a blowjob would show I'm still interested, and I am still interested)

As for what I'm going to do to "The Other" I have reasons/excuses, but I feel it unnecessary to use them. I want to use them to defend my ego and lessen the blow but I don't think I will. I don't think they'll actually be useful.

so um. . . I guess that is something to say.