"The One" is great. He's snuggly and communicates well. He helps me do mundane tasks even tho I KNOW he'd much rather do just about anything else. Yeah, I am one lucky lady.

I want "The Other" so bad. I want to crawl into his bed next to him and fall asleep in his arms. I want to sit on the couch and watch a movie all snuggled up next to him. I want to casually talk over a meal we haphazardly put together. I want more of him in everyday life. I see him almost every day as it is, I see him romantically probably twice a week, so I really have no right to feel like I need more of him. I feel guilty, naughty and needy for wanting to call him up and beg him to come over. I feel needy for being disappointed that he doesn't show up here after work just to spend time with me. I don't expect these things, and I don't need them, but I want them.

Maybe what I need is a girlfriend. A live in girlfriend who is as much a snuggle hound as I am (and as horny to boot) yup, I'd like always having someone around to snuggle with. . . I guess I'm rather needy always wanting to be touched, maybe that's why I feel I need three people to satisfy me.