Ever had those moments when everything is going perfect? Yeah, that is how everything is going right now. "The One" and I are having a smashing good time hanging out with each other and snuggling. I received "something more comfortable" from eBay yesterday and "The One" and I had a great time with it last night. Yeah, that was a good time.

I've had quite a lot of time with "The Other" too. We've been playing a card/miniatures strategy game together, hanging out, and today we had lunch together. It's in a really pleasant spot at the moment where if the tension develops I can just lean over and kiss him, and I don't have to worry about lost opportunities if I don't make the most (in a sexual sense) of each moment we are alone. Speaking in a sexual sense I feel slightly insecure, inadequate, or some other word I can't quite place, when things get down and dirty with "The Other" and last night while I was talking this feeling over with "The One" I came to the idea that it's probably just a lack of knowing him well enough in a sexual sense to be really comfortable. . . Not that things are uncomfortable, it's just that the sexual part of our relationship is so new that we don't instinctively know what pleases each other, or can't say things like. . . Yeah that's really not it.

I've been having conversations lately about what it is that I'm looking for in "The Woman". I have so many ideas of what I want. I have this ideal in my head that I'm not sure if I'll ever find the right woman to fulfill. Every time I talk about what it is in particular I want, it makes me long for her. I know she's out there. She just needs to find me. . . Or one of my men.