Relationship is going fabulous with "The One". We are talking, laughing and spending time together, and as luck would have it, we are still in the grope-you-every-chance-I-get phase. It really makes life enjoyable (not that I don't enjoy life otherwise) I'm not sure if I can extol properly the wonder of this "The One". He is charming, witty, resourceful, intelligent, caring, warm, snuggly, interesting, and interested (that's always an important thing in a mate) and for some dang reason he treats me like the earth itself should move if it makes me uncomfortable. I am truly the luckiest chick alive to have a man so great (and the fact that he has good personal hygiene and fashion sense helps too)

Haven't talked much with "The Other" lately. His life seems to be in a slightly stagnant rut. Although philosophically his toughts run deep, it's not everyday that one wants a heavy, deep, philosophical discussion. I find our shallow conversations tend to be very similar in nature all the time. His work is always the same. His schedule is always the same. His family is always the same. His life is always the same. There is something to be said for stability here, but it does tend to lack interest when repeated on an almost nightly basis. It would be nice if I could just dispense with the niceties and get into the meat of a discussion or for that matter just chat about the really pointless questions in life, such as the exchange of body parts or proverbial cats in bags. Not that I'm complaining. . . Well actually I am, but I really shouldn't, I mean I could just say goodnight and go snuggle with "The One".

In all truth, I haven't thought much about hot spicy women lately. Although I sometimes still wonder about how much easier (if any) a girl would be to live with. Mostly as of late I've been reverting into the wanting to be beat with leather and spanked and whatnot. I think it has something to do with having so much emotional pain that I need it to show physically. (yes, I'm damaged goods. Do you think anyone who wasn't would have a twisted little blog like this?)